Lost Time

Panic has hit!! I am in serious need of being back on track its 24 weeks and 2 days until the wedding therefore I need to get a move on with getting my waist size smaller! It’s not that I’ve stopped dieting, I haven’t, I’ve just had such a hectic social calendar this past month that I haven’t managed to have a full week on plan. I’m either 100% on it with the food but so much different things have come up that my fitness schedule has been left to the side and I just fit in here and there when I can. Or I’m 100% on track with my fitness but my food plan is out the window. I need to find the balance of doing both.

I’ve been feeling really lonely recently. I feel like I don’t have time to see my friends, family or fiancé because all I want to do is make time to work out. Or if I’m not finding time to do that I have wedding stuff to organise or I have something on.

The last four weeks have been so hectic. I constantly wonder where everyone else finds the time to do everything. We all have the same amount of time in a day it’s how you use it that counts. So I have decided that I am going to set myself monthly targets of what I want to achieve.


My May targets were set on the first of May and now I’m trying to decide if I was pushing myself too far, too quick and I think I will reuse these for June.


I’m managing to work out 2-3 times per week instead of 4 times. But I’m not sure if I can truly say that I’m feeling happier within myself as I can’t see a difference. I know that it takes time to see a difference and I shouldn’t let that de-motivate me but I do. I need to have more trust in myself.

Hopefully by time June arrives I will have managed to trust myself more and have figured out where all my time goes.

Don’t Give Up




4 thoughts on “Lost Time

  1. Rachel, you are doing fab so far so don’t beat yourself up! You should be so proud of yourself working out 2-3 times a week rather than feeling like you’ve let yourself down not managing 4! It’s been a busy few weeks which has hindered your progress but you’ve still managed to lose and I just know that the next 2 weeks will see such a difference! 🙂 xx

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  2. Hey girl – just put “being happier with myself” right on top and follow it through in spirit and substance. Your beautiful big heart is in the right place so you gotta learn to delegate some tasks to carve out more time for family & fitness. Whenever you think you are spreading yourself too thin just take a pause, reassess your priorities and redirect your energies accordingly, always keeping a fair chunk for attending to your own emotional/physical/spiritual needs. Hugs to you! You aren’t alone😘


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