Panic has hit!! I am in serious need of being back on track its 24 weeks and 2 days until the wedding therefore I need to get a move on with getting my waist size smaller! It’s not that I’ve stopped dieting, I haven’t, I’ve just had such a hectic social calendar this past month that I haven’t managed to have a full week on plan. I’m either 100% on it with the food but so much different things have come up that my fitness schedule has been left to the side and I just fit in here and there when I can. Or I’m 100% on track with my fitness but my food plan is out the window. I need to find the balance of doing both.
I’ve been feeling really lonely recently. I feel like I don’t have time to see my friends, family or fiancé because all I want to do is make time to work out. Or if I’m not finding time to do that I have wedding stuff to organise or I have something on.
The last four weeks have been so hectic. I constantly wonder where everyone else finds the time to do everything. We all have the same amount of time in a day it’s how you use it that counts. So I have decided that I am going to set myself monthly targets of what I want to achieve.
My May targets were set on the first of May and now I’m trying to decide if I was pushing myself too far, too quick and I think I will reuse these for June.
I’m managing to work out 2-3 times per week instead of 4 times. But I’m not sure if I can truly say that I’m feeling happier within myself as I can’t see a difference. I know that it takes time to see a difference and I shouldn’t let that de-motivate me but I do. I need to have more trust in myself.
Hopefully by time June arrives I will have managed to trust myself more and have figured out where all my time goes.
Don’t Give Up